Moving!

So Josh and I are finally moving! I am so excited about it and IM so ready to be on our own again!

Disappointment

It really stinks to think that you are a disappointment to anyone, let alone your own family.

I don't do drugs, I don't Drink, I don't Party, and I don't do anything to hurt anyone. I think I am a pretty decent person, and I am not trying to brag at all. But compared to some of the things people my age do now a days, I am doing pretty well.
I hate to feel like I am not what my family would have me to be. Honestly, I could be worse, and I would hate to see how they would act toward me then compared to now.

I hate to complain about this, but It really does hurt me. I feel like with certain members of my family, they always have something negative to say to me or about me.
It just seems like it is always something with them. Like they just pick things to be upset with me about. I am so stressed about it, and really considering to cut ties with them completely or back off severely from being around them. I try to keep my distance as it is, but It will be a lot worse if this continues.

I really don't want to be that way, but I don't want to be around something negative all the time.

Getting Back to the Swing of Things

Josh is back to work and I am back to my normal role of house wife. Don't get me wrong, I still cleaned and cooked while I was working, but Joshua helped out alot with laundry, and cleaning. Now that he is back to work, and I am not working at the moment, I am now back to my wifely duties!
I have to say I actually enjoy it though. I take pleasure in having Josh a hot dinner on the table, and clean house to come home to. He deserves it. He is a great provider and I am glad to do what I can for him. We are both very comfortable to assume our natural roles in our marriage. He has always been the provider, and I know he felt horrible when I was the primary bread winner. I am glad that he feels more secure, and happy to be back to work!

3rd Wedding Anniversary

As of today I have been married to my wonderful husband joshua for three years! They have certainly flew by. I can say that I love him more today then I did when we were first married. We have had oour rough times but it has truly made us stronger and has brought us closer together!

New Job!

I am no longer with macys! I am now working for Ulta! Which is completely exciting for me. I am in love with the store and hopefully I will be in love with my job there! Cross your fingers that I get a discount ;)