Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Relaxing and recharging

The last two days I have had off of work and I am so thankful for that. I really needed time to relax and recharge. It seems like all I do is work and sleep anymore. I hardly have time for anything. But I do really enjoy my job. Josh has an interview next week. Hopefully he will get the job. Things will be a litgle easier if he does.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Life as of Now

It seems as if all of my time is spent either at work or asleep. I feel like I have neglected my family and friends, but I have to work. I feel somewhat like I am letting everyone drift away from me, and that is not what I want at all. I love my brothers, and my sister. I wish I could spend more time with them. That is all I want right now, but I have now time anymore. My family is more important, but I have to work. I am still hoping that Josh will find a job, and then maybe I can afford not to work as much. As of right now, I work everyday for the next two weeks, except for next Wednesday! We just really need the money.
Don't get me wrong, I love my Job, but I would love to have sometime with my family. I am so stressed right now, and I don't even really feel like myself anymore. It's almost as if I am a robot, I sleep, get up, get ready for work, go to work, and then repeat the cycle. I feel like no one understands this either, and that they feel like I am blowing them off or something. It stinks right now, and I have no idea what to do other than to keep on working and hope everyone understands. I have worked hard to get close to my family in the last year and I don't want us to drift apart over my job. I love them and hope we stay close.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Scripture for Thought!

"For there shall be no reward for the evil man; the candle of the wicked shall be put out." -Proverbs 24:20

As we walk through this world we come in contact with many people that seem to be pure evil. I have always thought to myself, why would someone be that wicked. But through the Word of the Lord, we know the path they will go down. For me at least, I hope and pray that people will change and be saved before it is too late. I hate to think of anyone spending eternity in fire. But we do know that the wicked will not win, The Lord will always be Victorious, No matter the battle.

This is just my thought of the day!