Life as of Now

It seems as if all of my time is spent either at work or asleep. I feel like I have neglected my family and friends, but I have to work. I feel somewhat like I am letting everyone drift away from me, and that is not what I want at all. I love my brothers, and my sister. I wish I could spend more time with them. That is all I want right now, but I have now time anymore. My family is more important, but I have to work. I am still hoping that Josh will find a job, and then maybe I can afford not to work as much. As of right now, I work everyday for the next two weeks, except for next Wednesday! We just really need the money.
Don't get me wrong, I love my Job, but I would love to have sometime with my family. I am so stressed right now, and I don't even really feel like myself anymore. It's almost as if I am a robot, I sleep, get up, get ready for work, go to work, and then repeat the cycle. I feel like no one understands this either, and that they feel like I am blowing them off or something. It stinks right now, and I have no idea what to do other than to keep on working and hope everyone understands. I have worked hard to get close to my family in the last year and I don't want us to drift apart over my job. I love them and hope we stay close.

Scripture for Thought!

"For there shall be no reward for the evil man; the candle of the wicked shall be put out." -Proverbs 24:20

As we walk through this world we come in contact with many people that seem to be pure evil. I have always thought to myself, why would someone be that wicked. But through the Word of the Lord, we know the path they will go down. For me at least, I hope and pray that people will change and be saved before it is too late. I hate to think of anyone spending eternity in fire. But we do know that the wicked will not win, The Lord will always be Victorious, No matter the battle.

This is just my thought of the day!

Horrible Migraines

I have been waking up with the worst headaches imaginable. I have no idea why, but they are very aggravating, and pretty painful to be honest. I hate being in a bad mood, but with my head hurting this much It is pretty much impossible to be in a decent mood. I hate taking medicine of any kind, but I have taken some Pain Relief and It hasn't even helped. My husband thinks that I should go to the doctor about these migraines. Which I probably should, but I hate going to the doctor. Like I said, he may be right. I probably need to go.

Changes!

So It has been a while since I have written anything on here. I have just been super busy. I am now working at Macy's! I absolutely love it! I enjoy it and I feel so great about having a job. I have felt so much better since I have gotten it. I don't have as much time for things anymore, but I still try. My husband is still job hunting and I pray that he will find something soon. We are thinking about moving again if he finds one close to Macy's. So I hate that I have sort of neglected my blog, but I will write more from now on, and try to do it before or after work.

Nails of the Week!

Today I decided that I wanted to use white polish on my nails, and a crackle polish. I wasn't sure which crackle to use, so I let my husband pick. I ended up using Latticed Lilac crackle over the white and I really really like the way it looks. So high five to my hubby for making an awesome color choice!

Review: Govergirl Lipstick in Spellbound

I just bought this lipstick last week, and ever since I have been constantly reaching for it. That is extremely odd for me, because I have never been a lipstick type of girl. I prefer chapstick honestly. This lipstick however, is the exception!

I absolutely love the texture, it is super smooth. I always enjoy that it is matte. I don't like any sort of shimmer on my lips at all. It also stays put for a very long amount of time.

Another great thing about these lipsticks, is that the color selection is amazing. There are so many colors to choose from. Pinks, Reds, Nudes, and even Purples! I am absolutely in love with this lipstick and I cannot wait to buy more!

My Amazing Sunday Morning!

I feel horrible this morning! I am sick, and very down. Not to mention that someone decided to add extra crap to the pile of garbage that I already feel like. I can take many lessons from this though. Whenever someone gives you a gift, you better make sure it is a gift, and not something for them to hold over your head. My life in the last two years has been very depressing. So much has happened, and I haven't even started to heal from all of it. Whenever you are given lemons, your supposed to make lemonade right? Well what if your out of sugar? That is basically where I am. I have no motivation to get me out of this slump. Things seem so impossible right now. I know through God I can do anything, and this all may be a test. Right now however, I just don't know how I will ever past this test, if that is what this is. I am confused, sad, angry, and very very down. I just hope I can find a silver lining some how.